♥ Abby Gabby

In all Infinities' Altitude

2012-02-19T08:03:00.000-08:00

He kissed her by the forehead,

Then she led him to the bed,

She told him that all she could ever love,

Was him beneath the flaws and curve,

She pushed the door aside,

To find the shining light,

Showered against her little gift,

And now all she wanted is to give,

For all the times he has loved her,

And the bitter fights that constantly stir,

But all the times that they have shared,

The tougher times that they have bared,

She was wanting him to let him know,

That she will never let him go,

For he is the only shining one,

Her greatest lover, the awesome son,

She will show him gratitude,

In all infinities' altitude.

I love you

Abby Gabby

2012-02-16T09:46:00.000-08:00

2012-02-16T09:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Saint Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T09:03:00.001-08:00

2012-02-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

Is it me, or do you always hide what you feel inside?
Can it be you never allow me to understand you better?
Half the time I'm trying my best to figure you out, the rest of me just wants to be with you.
Thank you for letting me feel like shit.
Questioning you on a daily basis has gotten me to hate me.

I will always love you

Abby Gabby

P.S I love you most

2012-02-12T00:16:00.000-08:00

I know I said somethings that I can never take it back, and I wish I could because I never intended to hurt you or disappoint you. Maybe it's possible that you could sleep it off and forget about it but I'll never forget and neither will I forgive myself. I may only tear when I'm drunk, but I grief when I'm sober and that's not because of what I only said but because I hurt someone whom I really love. I hate the fact that you console me in times when I don't even need comfort and all I return you is a basket full of nothing. Resulting myself to cause pain to myself will only make you a little more upset and a lot more mad at me.

If there is an opportunity, I would like to tell you that you mean everything to me - as much as I am insecure and what not. I have half of who I am already imprinted to where you are. And every time you're sleeping, I'm already dying to run back to you. You feel nothing less than my home last night. And sometimes I wish I could express it a little more better, but I just had to outburst my own juvenile act. I'm no procrastinator. I know where I am, where I stand and where I belong.

I will love you till my very last atom in my body.

Abby Gabby

Untitled

2012-02-11T05:05:00.001-08:00

Tay - Safe and Sound Premier Shot

2012-02-11T04:33:00.001-08:00

Just Ebony

2012-02-09T23:59:00.001-08:00

Love,

Abby Gabby

Just Ideas

2012-02-09T21:22:00.000-08:00

le me thinking.

Love,

Abby Gabby

☮ Under the Milky Twilight

2012-02-08T02:30:00.000-08:00

Our Secret Interface

2012-02-04T03:39:00.000-08:00

He is the best thing that ever occurred to me.

He is the one that took good care of me when I was dead drunk.

He is the one that listens to everything I've got to say even if it hurts sometimes.

He is the one that priorities my safety before my preference.

And just maybe he is the one I wanna spend my whole life with.

Abby Gabby

Time Will Tell

2012-02-01T11:46:00.000-08:00

I don't know why we always end up saying things that would contradict our words, I wish I could make you say things that would actually seem real, because I don't see how you can actually see me being perfect. It doesn't seem real to me. I may not believe them, but all I needed was a little push of convince but I guess you decided not to say much. I choose not to care for half the things we 'argued' about because they don't make any sense and their not worth resolving it.

They say time will tell.

But I only love you so much.

Abby Gabby

Geno Sarkies

2012-02-01T10:07:00.000-08:00

24.January.2011

Abby Gabby

2012-01-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

You know the funny thing is, I always did as you told me and I put my trust in you first and foremost. You told me not to hang out with him and I didn't. I just so happen to have saw him twice when I was with them. I had not much of verbal contacts with him by the way. And yet suddenly you're questioning me things I never expected you to ask me when in the very first place you got me introduced to them. I mean if you're unhappy about the situation you could just tell it straight to my face instead of telling it to other people, cause news will eventually come round the corner.
Not did I only meet them, I constantly asked you to come down but you weren't free and I had not much to do - so was it wrong of me to have actually mingle with them? And to have heard someone said that over the phone when you were clearly with him is just plain wrong. You ought to be keeping something away from me what.

Ahhhh fuck it!

Missing Korea

2012-01-09T01:00:00.000-08:00

I'm already starting to miss Snow. Their so fluffy when their fresh. Who knew? I miss the friends I made, the screwed up hotel morning calls which made no sense cause I didn't understand Korean. I miss all my bubble bath which seems to be the only opportunity for me to spend some alone time. I will always miss the cold, cold so very cold winter - the natural air conditioned environment which Singapore will NEVER encounter.

The funny moments like catching snow on my tongue and having it flying directly in my eyes. 'Come some Bokuk' - Jeremy. My temper held against Koreans.

Best experience, ever.

2012-01-07T01:23:00.000-08:00

More late class photos, of me!:D

Korea (동)

2012-01-04T20:32:00.000-08:00

KOREA:

28/DECEMBER/2011 - 03/JANUARY/2012

Adiós Korea, I will never forget my experience there. And I will never forget the good moments I had and the new friends I made who I kinda dearly miss seeing everyday in the bus with the 'Monday blues' expression on. I will miss everything in Korea.

See you soon little cheena country.

Love,

Abby Gabby

(Late) Class Chalet Photos

2012-01-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

ABBY GABBY

Farewell 2011!

2011-12-26T21:32:00.000-08:00

Farewell to the good days 2011 has brought me, I made good friends and I certainly feel glad that I have friends whom I can trust.

I've got to say that even though the years has become more shittier than my past few years in SAC; I just feel happy that I'm basically still on my feet.

I shall not say that 2011 has brought me crappy issues because that's how everyone has to deal with their lives. I may have pleased some people and pissed the others, but eventually this is how life rolls.

I'll be flying tonight, and I'll be missing all my beloved friends and will only be able to return after the New Year. As much as I want to stay - this will give me time to reflect on the many conflicts I had with myself.

Farewell for now people!

Abby Gabby

2011-12-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

The moment when you found someone so perfect, someone you ever dreamed about before your eyes. Not too dashing but pretty much attractive. And when you told me about the harsh times when being in a relationship and it left me incapable of making you feel any better. I know nobody can be of an ass for the rest of their lives.

xx
Abby Gabby

2011-12-04T00:51:00.001-08:00

This is it.

The final straw.

Bloody motherfuck :C

CATHOLICISM

2011-11-29T08:41:00.000-08:00

Thy Kind Soul?

2011-11-28T08:07:00.000-08:00

It doesn't hurt for us to do a little soul search from time to time. Though it's hard to make the changes, reflecting on your actions can and may make you a better person. The things you do or say ought to affect another person eventually. And sometimes it gets to me that you will never know how much you hurt me over the year. The fact that I can never tell you how I really feel about the things you do and the things that you can do to get yourself back on track. And then after some long heart felt conversation you end up in another sticky situation when you see someone else doing the same ridiculous acts all over again. At the end of the day, all we can do is support the choice you make, and the only person that is able to pick you up is, yourself.

love,

Abby Gabby

Service Excellent

2011-11-27T01:49:00.000-08:00

Abby Gabby

Remember When

2011-11-27T00:26:00.000-08:00

Remember the times when we would just hang out and laugh so much just as the world would fall into place? Time stopped for me and every single second seemed just like forever to me. Every date seemed so surreal no matter what we were doing. The little butterflies that flutter around the moment I catch you looking my way. Things were sweet.

Remember the time when you wrote me a letter and told me you developed feelings for me. Back in June, it was all so bittersweet because you had so much going on for you and all I could do was seat by the sidewalks and watch as you walk away. Things were bittersweet

Remember the time when I asked for an explanation and all you could do was express yourself through a song I had to dig out from the internet. Things were getting sour and we stopped contacting each other but still, you were on my mind night and day. Things were bitter.

And all that is left is the films that play in black and white. The joyful period when you had everything and all fell into place. Seemingly the world was in your hands and you could feel that you had the best days of your life with him. Now, the moment is never coming back.

XX
Abby Gabby

2011-11-26T03:28:00.000-08:00

FRIENDSHIP

I know people change for both the better or the worse. However we still need time to accept them for who they are. We cannot expect ourselves to fall in too quickly with all the different surroundings that is being made. I think friendship is always important to clear things out or clarify things with each other, that's what I think true friends should do. Because if problems are not delt with and is either forgotten or left behind, it will eventually repeat it's cycle and become another problem in the future. Minor things are easily clarified, there isn't a need to look upon it like it's a crime committed despite the fact that it has affected you, you are jeopardizing the entire friendship. Unless this wasn't the friendship that you thought it could be long lasting then every small matter could and would be annoying to you because the other party is insignificant anyways. You may have opinions but you haven't heard mine. You may think that I maybe always ticking the clock but you haven't met up to who I was facing all this time. * was totally right, at least I got my priorities straight up front, you and I have definitely come from different backgrounds - therefore, clicking is a problem as much as I can say that you're a perfect friend to me in so many ways. We are total opposites and I don't know how is that going to work out for me and you.

SHAKE IT UP OBSESSION

2011-11-22T03:23:00.000-08:00

BELLE AND ZENDAYA starring as CECE AND ROCKY in

SHAKE iT UP

ZENDAYA

BELLE

Personally, I fancy Zendaya a lot more! =]
Anyways Belle and Zendaya did a music video for their series show and Zendaya sang to a song for Tinkerbell Pixie Hallow Games movie.

Love 'em all! :D
Abby Gabby

R & R

2011-11-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

So, my Sunday is pretty mundane, though I had to get some work done, I just feel totally blanked out today, so I decided to just wait for a certain muse to come by.

I got to download The Rebound a couple of days ago and the show was pretty unappealing to me. Maybe for the fact that I dislike fairy tales to end with two people with a huge age gap between them.

So, if you really despise people who rant about stuff that irritates them, I suggest you skip this post.

So how does one put you down when the person who puts you down is your own family?

So what if someone has a dream to become something? And even so, what if his or her dream ambition is not appealing to other people. You may want to have a competition in your list of people you know, and you might as well say you want me to earn more money than expected but you don't go around putting me down with your words.

You can't tell me that even if I want to be a dancer, I might as well be a background dancer? Where does those words put you? In doesn't make you any better of a person, because honestly speaking you're no better than I am. Tell me what you do for a living? You have your dreams and you're putting down mine because you can't even start your own studio? You maybe earning a lot more than I do but take a good look at yourself. You're older than me, and you're mocking me in what I want to be?

I don't have to be an entrepreneur to impress you or make more cash just to have a competing team against your boastful sub conscious mind. You're just making yourself look bad all this time telling people they can't do anything for a living. You even told me that he plays all day, so what? Technically he doesn't have anything lined up for him because he's waiting to get into NS. Do you even know how much you put through someone when you say those harsh words like you don't mean it and you laugh it off like it's a joke but it's not? You can only show so much to others but the truth is easier to see. After all, we're family - we're not suppose to bring each other down but I guess you have your ways. Thats the reason why I don't intend to start up any kind of conversation cause you might as well end up talking about how successful you are, or you're going to be which doesn't much interest me.

To you, love isn't in your vocabulary, cause basically all you think about it yourself. You say sometimes you gotta be selfish and darn right you are selfish at every way possible. You haven't spared a freaking thought about how you might actually hurt someone or crush someone's potentials to dream far. Reality is definitely a thing to consider but so is possibility.

You communicate with your parents through Facebook everyday?

Come on! I know you guys are tight as a family. You even boast about your kids way before I was born - even if it's education of appearance wise. You got it all, hands down, when will you ever learn that we're not on this Earth to compete with each other, I mean honestly. Where's the fun in all this?

And then you communicate on Facebook like there isn't a tomorrow, I mean seriously? 'Mom, can we go to the market tomorrow to get some eggs?'. You don't have to show how loving your relationship is between you and your mom. You live under the same god damn roof and you still talk through Facebook? I mean Facebook is getting dreadful and all that, but then you ought to imagine the conversation that goes back and forth between you guys, you're gonna bore the rest of your friends in your list. Is there really a need to do so?

xoxo

Abby Gabby

My Saturday Night

2011-11-19T05:26:00.000-08:00

Spending my Saturday night watching Barbie a perfect Christmas.

How are you gonna spend your night tonight?!(:

2011-11-19T00:30:00.000-08:00

So I was supposedly to travel to Japan, Hokkaido on the 18th of December,

but due to the radiation spread that has caused Hokkaido to be the number one place to avoid at the moment. My trip has now been rearranged to Korea on the 28th of December.

My mom was ecstatic that she didn't had to spend Christmas all alone.

Her face expression

Long Lost Ori Outing

2011-11-18T03:02:00.000-08:00

I love you,

Abby Gabby

Breaking the silence

2011-11-17T10:40:00.000-08:00

I know I've been away for the longest time, and I haven't blogged ever since then. Sometimes I don't know if expressing myself here is the right thing to do.

Anyways while I was gone, I definitely lost friends that was clearly very dear to me. But despite the hardship I face questioning myself why these things happen, I am definitely a stronger person now and I made some closer friends. I am not going to say that these people are gonna stay in my life forever but, at least I know I can count on them at the mean time, and for that, I am very grateful.

Life has been hell ever since I last blogged here. I'm sure my life was a lot more simpler back then, but in comparison, I'm definitely a lot more older than I was.
I realise as you grow older, the more responsibility you carry over your shoulder, the more problems you face.

I don't really care what's gonna happen in the next two hours of my life because I'm just living my life and getting on with every single shit day by day.
School is a pile of shit. Apparently I feel like I'm only going to school for attendance lately. I learn literally nothing at the end of the day. I could be using the time in school, sleeping longer and studying afterwards which could be so much more beneficial than to making any hassling trips to school.

Teachers would be out of jobs, but they could very well be in bikini's and birthday suits, drinking and having sex instead of facing black glum faces everyday.
They would be like this...

xx
Abby Gabby

Francisco Lachowski

2011-10-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

2011-10-14T08:56:00.001-07:00

I don't know who to trust, I don't know what to feel.

Me and Serena

2011-10-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

9 October 2011, 18th

2011-10-09T11:03:00.000-07:00

The Butterfly Effect

2011-10-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

I just have got no fucking idea what everybody wants from me these days. It's killing me. If there isn't harmony at home - it's not gonna work out in any other places. As much as I'm trying to keep my mood from swinging off the edge, it seems like people just love ticking me off with the way they talk to me. I mean honestly do I look like I'm going through the time of my life recently? I haven't. So stop giving me the consistent black face and rude remarks because I'm not all that tolerable.

Kherington Payne

2011-10-03T02:38:00.000-07:00

Yell My Lungs Out

2011-09-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

Today, I had an uplifting talk with someone I think barely nobody would have thought I would actually talk to but I did anyways, and I never thought that I would have seen things his way in some points that he or she has listed out for me. I never knew that this person would also believe in what I wanted to achieve in doing for the rest of my life because I have been thinking a whole lot of shit for my future but I didn't want to upset someone. I know it doesn't make any sense at this moment but right now let's keep it this way. It is frustrating to know that you've done your extreme and you go to your furthest extend but all your money you've given is all to a whole bunch of nothing.

I never looked forward for her thank you but she didn't anyways but I know she has been that sort of a person so I don't really give a shit but after tonight I get a whole new perspective of all the shit she's putting me through as well. We just got into a brand new argument and coming to think of it, it's the most ridiculous shit you can possibly think of. I don't even know where to start by let's just say she being selfish has pushed my buttons. And tonight I self proclaim that whatever I'm going to earn? I'm not even sparing her a single cent.

The funny thing is, when you joke around with her - she doesn't take it lightly either. She takes it all serious and starts shouting. I'm afraid because I think she needs someone to help her with the issues she's facing. She needs real help and I'm not the one who can tolerate such shit. I've been letting her let out all her uncontrollable emotions whenever she needed to, but to a certain point she starts pushing you around, and I haven't gone entirely mad at her yet - because I swear the very next time she does it I'm gonna smash something against somewhere. I don't care who gets hurt but I hate people pushing their limits.

And above all that, she thinks she is uber miss perfect. She sees the flaw in everybody else except for her own faults. She needs a wake up call to everything and start facing reality because I won't be around for as long as she needs someone to do this to every single time.

But you know it doesn't matter anymore because it happened a few minutes back and I'm letting it go. I'll let her do her own things so long as she keeps her stuff to herself and I'll be me. No going back because she made herself clear.

DANCE TO LIVE

2011-09-21T12:33:00.000-07:00

2011-09-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

She wouldn't say she's fine anymore because she knows that she isn't and she doesn't want to pretend like she's the happiest kid around. She just wants her friends back.

2011-09-15T11:07:00.000-07:00

Girls & Complications

2011-09-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

I hate to deal with girly shit because it's definitely not my cup of tea. I hate when girls don't get straight to the point and the way they complicate things like a father fuck, and I hate dealing with all sorts of complications that comes along with girls. It's fucking complicated. I don't even know half of what I'm saying but I get what I meant and that's good enough for me.

Not only do you have to deal with those shit but emotionally as well. It's like a haywire bitch in our thinking zone. I wonder when is the one time we stop thinking about unimportant things. And one of them is you. Piss off.

Abby Gabby

Morning at Macs

2011-09-14T01:02:00.000-07:00

Animation Time

Photo-booth Time

Lots of hearts,

Abby Gabby!

Errors like You

2011-09-13T00:42:00.000-07:00

I hope that you find yourself and you never lose your way, because by then I won't be sticking around to advise you when you fall. Despite the times that I was there for you, you never thanked me anyways. Naturally you think it all comes to you but I don't sell my friendship to a cheap bulldozer like you. Cause maybe I never thought you were someone who prioritise your ego and pride over anything else. But life goes on and you're starting not to matter if you're in it anymore because what I saw in you before is now a non-existence.

Like every other dickhead, you disguise yourself pretty well.

Abby Gabby

Remember 9/11

2011-09-11T09:55:00.000-07:00

THE MAN WHO SAW IT COMING

THE JUMPER

2011-09-10T11:17:00.001-07:00

I miss you.

Because.

You were one of my closer friends for just a small period, and then you decided to go away.

- Abby Gabby

Avril Lavgine - Wish You Were Here

2011-09-10T11:13:00.001-07:00

Animals and Humanity

2011-09-09T11:04:00.000-07:00

IDEAS

2011-09-09T11:02:00.000-07:00

Present to Past

2011-09-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

Okay, so this was today, 9 of September and I was really early for work and I didn't know what to do, so I decided to take some pictures. I'm guilty of taking fugly pictures. I know it isn't a pleasant sight to see me so don't judge my pain!

So this was the day I had my last paper and I knew for sure I wasn't gonna see them any time soon during my long break cause I'll be working my ass off for some good cash. Then I decided to take some pictures for good memoirs.

This was like last month if I'm not wrong. Goes way back and I can't even remember. All I know it that - me and Amanda were acting like total retards to get kawaii pictures.

Abby Gabby

2011-09-09T00:24:00.001-07:00

MY MOM WHEN SHE DOESN'T WANT ME TOUCHING HER SAUSAGES

Friends with Benefits

2011-09-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

2011-09-05T10:33:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday, Liselotte

2011-09-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISELOTTE ELOISE LIM YAN LING

I know it has been a tough year and you've been going through plenty, and you've been afraid of turning 18 and that it seems like everything is gonna be different not but nothing is gonna change between the friendship we share with the entire clique. You've always been the strong sophisticated woman who knows the best outcome for everyone. You place yourself second and taught people around you to be wise about decisions. You psycho people with reverse psychology so you can buy them meals when they run out of cash. You've been the inspirational woman to many and that I'm sure people who surround you so often to ever make a point to criticize you are probably people who are jealous of you, a human built with passion and ethics.

Eventually, you will grow up to be the person you've always wanted to be as you set your mind to be. A smart talented woman who has grown at the legal age is finally the lady I never saw in you. Cause you're probably one of my most retarded spastic bestfriend I ever had. Even though, months are still to come before 2012 arrives. I wish you all the best for your upcoming final examinations and to always study as hard as you can before you start with the clubbing and the partying.

If there is a need to turn to someone and you have no where to run, especially from your block. Remember that you're just about a hundred and thirty-seven blocks away from me. Short cuts are available and if I happen not to be at home then my special 8 digit number is just a tap away from your spongebob Iphone.

I love you always,

Abby Gabby

Liselotte's Birthday (4th Sept)

2011-09-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

Elephants

2011-09-02T10:54:00.000-07:00

Water for Elephants

2011-09-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

And if you think this movie is nice, watch the second video :D

Running in Veins

2011-09-02T09:47:00.000-07:00

It's funny how someone you've never met could actually pick a fight with you when technically the annoying person turns out to be the one throwing his tantrums all around. I suggest he takes his suitcase and goes far away cause I don't associate with people who wants to argue all day and insult me. And you don't even know me. He needs to start afresh cause he's very own friend doesn't even know him well enough to see his other side of him when he texted me repeatedly after being ignored.

I have to say today didn't go well because apparently that dude kinda ruined my day and secondly, Kid just got himself into a very big mess, but I'm pretty sure everything is back to normal. I'm not sure for myself but I guess they are.

When I got home, all I heard was 'I want and need money'. That's the first. Before silence came in, there was hell loads of temper flying around the house, and I think people should just calm the fuck down. Which includes me. I know for sure, I'm pissed off at some unknown elephant poo but I'll eventually move on. I just need to work a little harder for a good amount of cash during the holidays and get over the fact that I'll never be able to save enough for a fucking tattoo or a Christmas gifts.

Things are getting harder and my exams are nearing. I don't even wanna do a countdown for it cause I might space and collapse with the short amount of time given.

All in all, God bless peeps.

Abby Gabby

Taylor Alison Swift

2011-09-02T00:25:00.001-07:00

2011-09-01T10:46:00.000-07:00

† And he was tempted by the satan

Watch 'em, Love 'em

2011-09-01T10:37:00.000-07:00

2011-09-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

You know recently I've been discing my studies away and I always tell myself that I'll be fine. Now I came to realise it won't. But like every ordinary human being out there, I'm gonna try my best and see how everything turns out. If it all goes well, good for me. Lucky to be saved.

I was so frustrated with myself this morning I was crazy! All because I couldn't get any information absorbed in my mind. I was both scared at myself and for myself.

Maybe time is all I really need.

Is this Us?

2011-08-31T06:21:00.000-07:00

MADE MY DAY 2

2011-08-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

MADE MY DAY

2011-08-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

Mila Kunis

2011-08-29T13:27:00.000-07:00

Black Swan

2011-08-29T12:58:00.000-07:00

Black Swan has taught me a lot, and one of which is never try to be a perfectionist. Never.

In my opinion, the show was a sick and gruesome show but above all the scary moments - I kinda love how it all contradicts on good versus evil.

Sometimes being perfect makes you the ultimate devil, and then successfully we achieve what we have always dreamt to become.

The devil behind every living soul comes to life.

2011-08-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

I finally answered all my formspring questions!

Ask me!

I love how you understand me best. I love how you always make my day.

2011-08-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

2011-08-29T05:06:00.001-07:00

I know I haven't been treating myself right.

Then tell me what to do with me being me?

I think I've lost it, entirely.

Isn't she a cutie?

2011-08-29T05:04:00.001-07:00

2011-08-29T05:01:00.001-07:00

2011-08-28T00:02:00.003-07:00

2011-08-26T11:27:00.001-07:00

† Wine and music gladdens the heart, but the love of wisdom is better than both

Dear Ram,

2011-08-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

It was nice meeting you and getting to know you and your background but we just met and you're texting me every morning? You need a chill pill man! I'm still alive dude, and furthermore, you don't even know my last name. I don't mingle around like you do, but I think it's time to back off.

And when I say sorry for being harsh, I'm just being nice. I really did want you to back off - not come back and text me again, and the weirdest thing about you texting me, I barely reply anything apart from 'lol, k', 'haha, k' or 'k' and you continue blabbering about your life! I hate to say this but you're making a fool out of yourself, cause you're fucking talking to yourself dude!

2011-08-26T11:19:00.001-07:00

So far,

2011-08-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

You know the thing about everything right now is that time is all I need but I'm not given the sufficient time. I can't sleep, I can't eat. I need to exclude all this out in order to not let her down. It's just really complicated right now that I don't even know how to get back on the right track. I need a whole lot of mugging before my papers come the following week.

Stressing out in progress..

Depression in progress..

Brain tumor in progress..

Kill me!!!

thanks

Love,

Abby Gabby

2011-08-24T21:37:00.001-07:00

2011-08-24T10:25:00.001-07:00

† For the sake of His sorrowful passion, have mercy on us, and on the whole world.

Not him, Him.

2011-08-24T10:18:00.000-07:00

I think it's the sickest feeling I've got this year, and I wish it all away. I pray that it'll never return because all I know it brings is not joy but only pain. Despite everything that has happened, I don't like risking it all!

I wish I could negotiate with God.

I hate to feel, and sometimes I feel to hate.

Tinkerbell and friends

2011-08-24T10:10:00.000-07:00

So I finally got the chance to download Tinkerbell: The great fairy rescue recently and it was like the sex bomb! I wish to be a little fairy someday.

And let me tell you that Fairy Fawn is my favourite of them all! The fairy that actually speaks to all kinds of animals. I love the movie with all my heart! [:

In fact, I got to create my own fairy online! I named her:

Coriander CocoaClove

With love,

Abby Gabby

Presentation Day

2011-08-24T10:01:00.000-07:00

W.E.B.C.A.M

The Great Fairy Rescue

2011-08-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

The Simple Song

2011-08-21T07:58:00.000-07:00

Life has been a total mess lately, it seems to be a regular routine that I remind my blog that I'm going through a hard time but I guess it truly is for the people very dear to me. I just wanna say: R.I.P. to Avriel's grandfather. He has always been the cheery man I saw before and now he is in a better place! A great man always goes heaven, no denial.

On Friday, I had a deep conversation with a man I barely knew and he claimed that at my age, I will tend to lose some friends and yet stop making friends - but he also forgot the part where I know who will stay in life and who wouldn't. Clearly I have been with a set of friends who I treat as family, and they always will be part of me, because they are still here and never failed to be there when I need them most.

I hate getting frustrated when I don't know how to deal with people who are clinically proven with depression. I really don't. I have a pretty much short temper and I go haywire when I take all of which in. There is no form of solution but to only change myself.

This is life, simply, deal with it.

Abby Gabby

2011-08-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

I hate pointless dramas, because it always ends up getting no where.

So.

Stop acting like you're hurt from head to toe when you're just basically going through a minor teenage heartache.

Thanks!(:

CAUSE I WAS BORED!

2011-08-20T13:15:00.000-07:00

I will not disclose questions that I do not feel comfortable answering, and I'm just doing this question shit for the reasons unimaginable. I am bored.

Last reason you cried?

I will not disclose this.

Say something to someone.

Hi mommy, I miss you - but you gotta understand what I'm going through at the moment.

Would you rather live in Alaska or Texas?

Either one! I love Alaska cause it's cold and Texas cause of the animals there [:

What woke you up this morning?

Alarm clock.

Is anyone falling for you?

I don’t know, and I pretty much don't care.

What’s the best thing that happened to you last year?

Nothing actually. Nothing was the best last year.

Who was the last contact you stored into your phone?

Zhenghou

When was the last time you saw your biological father?

I don't know.

What was the last thing you spent your money on?

Chicken noodle. (Chinese food)

Last non-alcoholic beverage you consumed?

Milo!

Do you currently have a hickey?

No.

Has anyone upset you in the past week?

Hell yeah

Was last night a good one?

Nope.

What were you doing at midnight?

I was over at my bestfriend's crib.

Is your phone right beside you?

Yup!

What did you do when you woke up?

I starred at my dog for a whole five minutes!

What color are your eyes?

Dark brown? Like my poo.

Is anything bugging you right now?

Everything.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?

You can only wish.

How long do you have until your birthday?

Two-three more months.

Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

Not exactly.

What are you going to do after this?

Suck em some good fresh air?

Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

I can't remember. I told them I guess.

What were you doing at 8am this morning?

I was fast asleep/

Have you dated the last person you texted?

I don't think so?

The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

Probably.

First thing you ate today?

Aglio Oilio Hammy

Are you wearing jeans?

Boxers and shirt

Would you rather be called honey or baby?

Baby.

Are you missing someone?

Yeah. Always.

Where will you be 12 hours from now?

I don't know, in fact this questioning thing is getting rather boring to me already ): Can you ask more interesting questions?

Did you have a dream last night?

-.- I can't remember douchebag!

Is it easy for people to make you smile?

It's difficult, I gotta tell you honestly!

Have you kissed anyone today?

Myself. yeah definitely.

Who did you last hang out with?

Avriel.

Do you like someone?

God! Love him very much.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?

Kinda!

Are you taller than 5’5”?

I can't even read that myself.

Your last kiss, did it start with any of these letters?: A, B, K, E, F, M, S, J.

Nope!

When did you receive your last text message?

Earlier just now, but yeah.. I'm too lazy to even reach for my Iphone so.. stop being demanding! Hee.

Are you the youngest person living in your house?

Probably.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares about you?

Not too sure, but I don't care anymore.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Duh!

Do you like your hair?

No..

Have you graduated from high school?

Yup, I'm done!

Do you ever leave the house without putting make up on?

Yeah! All the damn time!

What time did you wake up this morning?

11:45?

Is your love life complicated?

It's simple yet complicated

2011-08-18T10:35:00.000-07:00

MY WISH LIST (for now..)

1) I wish to see my friends genuinely smile everyday

2) I wish to pray more often

3) I wish to be a kid

4) I wish to have nothing to do with money anymore

5) I wish I had so much more will power in everything I do

6) I wish sadness & depression just didn't exist

7) I wish to spend more time with Ebony

8) I wish for more time

9) I wish I can pull this through

10) I wish for world peace till the end

xxxxx

Abby Gabby

Mario Needs

2011-08-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

2011-08-14T09:47:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how a long prayer can help get you through all your guilts - because it did for me. I'm so thankful for the moment that I got to cross my leg and sat right in front of the host in a soundless room filled with God's presence and all I did was meditate and talk to him.
It definitely helped me cause I know I needed his guidance so badly. I think it was the longest time I ever prayed for a particular significant, and I'll never forget a moment like this with him.

Being religious means bringing me back to who I was before, and I hope life would make much more sense to me when I find the answer to everything.

Love,

Abby Gabby

China Woman

2011-08-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

Meet Kiki

2011-08-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

AVATAR

2011-08-14T09:17:00.001-07:00

The Cutest

2011-08-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

I don't know why my pictures are being imported really small and blur - imma investigate!

Blondes for Life

2011-08-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

It's good to surround yourself with good friends that you can eventually look up to no matter how much you know you've change.

It's good to have friends who will hear you out and understand just exactly where you're coming from without judging you and most importantly be frank with you at all times, the best part about it?

We wouldn't have to meet o' so often just to feel close, because I already feel close to her at heart, and I'm so thankful for a friend like her.

No matter what happens in the future - I promise to be there for her just like she was there for me. Enough said.

With love,

Abby Gabby

Dear J.

2011-08-14T08:30:00.001-07:00

Dance to Inspire

2011-08-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

The Fallen Soldiers

2011-08-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

No matter where you are in your life, I hope you remember me. Because each and every single person is just another fragile soul. I may hate you today but only love you forever.

I maybe a geek and you could be Mr. popular, but you're no different from anybody else out there. Fate will bite your ass, if you happen to have the smoothest life. I believe there's a balance to everything in life.

I've been silent for a bit, and I've been thinking a lot.

Pain does put people into a different state of mind, and therefore we change in terms of personality and characteristically.

Like a sad love song - it puts us through a moment of grief of a loss one or a fallen relationship.

Sometimes, we just gotta suck it up and move on. A person can only choose to stay in your life if he or she decides to, nothing can be done. People eventually come and go, but to those who have stayed happens to have an amazing heart.

Love,

Abby Gabby